So another kid who I like sorta doesn't like me and he would rather pick my best friend Kris who he doesn't know to sit up front. Once again fucking love sucks, my friend Lisa has a girlfriend, Kris has someone who likes him, nikki one of my best friends is like me also with no one, and so is my friend Robert. I curse all my friends who have love I have given up so much I fuckign work so hard try to do my best at work and even act my best around people and try to look nice. But no I can't get anyone I am meant to be alone. These people who breakup with someone and get someone aka Kris should share the secret it fucking sucks and I m not going to stand by like usual. I am tired of being last and I will do what I did so many years ago. Time to end some relationships.