12 days till pride 08

Anyways besides it being 12 days till pride in 08. I have learned somebody else doesn't like me this one kid named Josh. so I think I might just be single forever. On top of that happening April fools happened but the day was great and I didn't get fooled at all because I am well a genius. I fooled some customers at work into thinking I couldn't sell beer to them because it was election day and they got a laugh

So another kid who I like sorta doesn't like me and he would rather pick my best friend Kris who he doesn't know to sit up front. Once again fucking love sucks, my friend Lisa has a girlfriend, Kris has someone who likes him, nikki one of my best friends is like me also with no one, and so is my friend Robert. I curse all my friends who have love I have given up so much I fuckign work so hard try to do my best at work and even act my best around people and try to look nice. But no I can't get anyone I am meant to be alone. These people who breakup with someone and get someone aka Kris should share the secret it fucking sucks and I m not going to stand by like usual. I am tired of being last and I will do what I did so many years ago. Time to end some relationships.

It's A Heartache by Bonnie Tyler

It's A Heartache Lyrics

Its a heartache, nothing but a heartache
Hits you when its too late, hits you when youre down
Its a fools game, nothing but a fools game
Standing in the cold rain, feeling like a clown

Its a heartache, nothing but a heartache
Love him till your arms break, then hell let you down
It aint right with love to share
When you find he doesnt care for you
It aint wise to need someone as much as I depended on you

Oh, its heartache, nothing but a heartache
Hits you when its too late, hits you when youre down
Its a fools game, nothing but a fools game
Standing in the cold rain, feeling like a clown

It aint right with love to share
When you find he doesnt care for you
It aint wise to need someone as much as I depended on you
Oh, its a heartache, nothing but a heartache
You love him till your arms break, then hell let you down
Its a fools game, nothing but a fools game
Standing in the cold rain, feeling like a clown

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Famous Last Words Lyrics by My Chemical Romance

My Chemical Romance Famous Last Words Lyrics
Now I know,
That I can't make you stay.
But where's, your heart?
But where's, your heart?
But where's, your,

And I know.
There's nothing I can say.
To change, that part.
To change, that part.
To change.

So many,
Bright lights they cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding,
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Can you see?
My eyes are shining bright,
'Cause I'm out here, on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And I'm so weak.
Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete.
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone


Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.


These bright lights have always blinded me.
These bright lights have always blinded me.

I say.

Honey,
I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

'Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake, and unafraid.
Asleep, or dead.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay you'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

Lights, Camera, and Quacktion

Up the street they are filming a movie called Kids In America (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0810922/) It looks pretty cool and see them driving up and down the orad I might try and get pictures and I have seen Topher Grace but not up close. I can't wait to see this movie when it comes out maybe I will see myself.

So it's been a while since I have posted I have been busy like really busy working hard at work doing graveyards and second shift. This wek I only have one graveyard and 5 second shifts. It isn't that bad and gay pride is coming up april 14th and 15th yay

Welcome To The Black Parade/Emergency

Welcome To The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance




Emergency by Paramore

Yes Mark There Is God

Kris and Katy are broken up. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy to hear this but it isn't for what you think. If Kris asked me out again I would probably say no. I been hanging with my best friend Nikki these past late nights for like 2 hours or more. We just talk and laugh I love these nights it reminds me of when we used to talk for long hours on the phone. Doing this therapy is just what I needed especially when I don't know if I should be going for love or just staying single forever so that I am not tied down.

Celebrate

So lets see celebrating hmmm whats to celebreat a couple of things.

First off at work I work 2nd shift and 3rd shift both. I actually like both fo them because working 2nd shift for awhile I met alot of nice customers. 3rd Shift is nice and quiet most nights which gives me time to think about life and whats going on.


I actually plan to work on my newest story idea called Millenum. I think this one if it's good I migth try and publish and hopefully come August 07 I will read at group in the talent show along with a portion of Love Twist which I plan to redo and make better.


Phoenix Gay Pride comes Apirl 14th and 15th and I plan on going both days so I am looking forward to doing that so bad. Rock on Phoenix Pride.


Fianl thing with things to celebrate I figured I would post a happy song with a great beat to it.

The Llama Song, and Gummy Bear Song

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php

The battle of 08

so the election in 08 is coming up soner then we think. We are already in March that means 9 more months and if this year was like last year it went fast. i can't wait to see who runs and ultimatly who will win me over. I got my eyes on some people but we shall see. Heres a link for youtube of the diffrent canidates running for 08.

http://www.youtube.com/members?s=po&g=-1