Hurry Up

1N10 a queer youth group I am going tonight will help pass tonight away. I am doiong okay since my love broke up with me but who knows what the future holds. A strong connection exists for sure. I just hope love happens for me soon, I have only been in love 2 times to the same person twice. I don't know anything about love but I hope it happens soon.

I hate love, when ever it happens to me it never works out. Looks like I am not getting my wish this year. I hate love and karma, bad karma shouldn't happen to good people

The Cold Air

I noticed tonight there is a chill most likely from the weather, it seems like everyone hates the cold weather but I love the chill of it, just like I love the warm air in summer here in arizona. It's almost like the year is dying with the cold air and then in summer the year comes to life. In the summer here I wear a flannel and in the winter I like to wear shorts and my flannel. It is like the flannel is part of me. This year for christmas is for my secret love to treat me out or for us to do something special together. Hopefully santa brings me that and well maybe a Wii also woudn't be bad.

Another Day, Another Night

So for these upcoming two days at circle k where I work I am doing grave yard basically 10-6 pm-am. I like doing those shift hours but I also miss hanging with some of my friends offline. This upcoming monday is my best friends birthday his name is Kris and he will be 19. i have a couple of suprises planned and he hates this fact but I love it. So due to the fact that he will find this blog it shall be a secret. Anywhos, I have been busy all last week I worked 6 days straight at work and it was tiring. Work this week was somewhat fun so far but on Saturday i look across the street and see one of the local newstrucks, so i was thinking I wonder what happened. Earlier during the day I looked again and there was 2 more diffrent news trucks. It turned out one of my regular customers had been charged with abusing this elderly man she had been take care of. The man had died and she was in that place with his dead body for 2 days. The last time when I had seen her I saw a image in my head of the woman from misery. It was weird this was about wednesday or tuesday of last week.

The journey begins

So lets see this is my first blog here on blogger. I had a old account but I don't use it any more. So lets see whats going to be happening here is I am going to be posting about whatever and please comment on anything you want to. I should start off by introducing myself. I am 20 turning 21 on feb 4th. I am gay but have dated a girl before. i ahve only dated 3 people ever so dating and that kind of stuff is new. I have a myspace and I might place that link here in the future, I also have a livejournal and will link there eventually. I will continue to post in both livejournal and blogger. Another couple of things is:, I am still learing the basics at blogger so it might take me a while to do some pictures. The final thing is I might be doing some short stories for fun and will post them here so if you wish to spread the word about them. Two current ones that shall be upcoming is a sad love story called not another love story. the other one is one I am working on and it's a long project called The Surviors.