On The Open Road

So I don't know what to do, I have thought about leaving Arizona forver only because there is no one here for me or nothing here. I haven't an idea what to do. I have a feeling there is someone here but that person doesn't like me in that way. I have thought about just ending everything, then I won't have to worry about all this depression crap. Before I leave there is one thing I must do and I will do, make Nikki happy. Once i see she is happy then I will decide if I need to leave or stay.

predicitons for the future

Scary as hell


http://news.aol.com/topnews/articles/_a/scientists-offer-frightening-forecast/20070421184009990001?ncid=NWS00010000000001

some quizzes I took

Klein Sexual Orientation Grid

I scored an average of 3.62

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6

Heterosexual

Bisexual

Homosexual

Meaning

This result can also be related to the Kinsey Scale:


0 = exclusively heterosexual
1 = predominantly heterosexual, incidentally homosexual
2 = predominantly heterosexual, but more
than incidentally homosexual
3 = equally heterosexual and homosexual
4 = predominantly homosexual, but more than incidentally
heterosexual
5 = predominantly homosexual, incidentally heterosexual
6 = exclusively homosexual

Summary

The idea of this excercise is to understand exactly how dynamic a person's sexual orientation can be, as well as how fluid it can be over a person's lifespan. While a person's number of actual homo/heterosexual encounters may be easy to categorize, their actual orientation may be completely different. Simple labels like "homosexual", "heterosexual", and "bisexual" need not be the only three options available to us.

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The Multidimensional Scale of Sexuality

According to my answers, it is likely that I identify as
Sequential bisexual.

Complete set of results

Sequential bisexual:		4
Homosexual with some heterosexuality:		2
Concurrent bisexual:		1
Homosexual:		1
Past heterosexual, currently homosexual:		1
Asexual:		0
Heterosexual:		0
Heterosexual with some homosexuality:		0
Past homosexual, currently heterosexual:		0

Information

The Multidimensional Scale of Sexuality was devised by Larry Kurdek, B. Berkey and T. Perelman-Hall. It is an extension of the Klein Sexual Orientation Grid, recognising that sexual identities can change over time, people can identify with more than one sexual identity, and that asexuality is a valid sexual identity. The Multidimensional Scale of Sexuality was published in the "Journal of Homosexuality" in 1990.

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Pride 07

Well pride was awesome for some parts but sucked. I had a great day for the most part but after it started to get darker the day sucked. Not all only were the gay strippers from the club dicks caberet not there but I pretty much told kris how our friendship was over. We were all dancing and having fun and then I see him making out with some random girl who seemed to be drunk and he knows when he does that it pisses me off. Couldn't he have done this somewhere else far from me. Then to make it even better I told him it pisses me off and he is like well I am trying to be happy and I am like well what about me I haven't had a boyfriend in along time and haven't had any fun with anybody in a long time and he didn't seem to care. Although I did see a really hot guy I guess he only liked hot guys from what I heard. So yes as usual my life sucks and I am sick and tired of being single and getting tired of it. I hate how everyone else's love life is going great and how mine sucks. Although I noticed something 3 of my friends who I have helped in various ways are doing somewhat awesome in the love department while mine is suffering maybe I shouldn't help anyone out. Overall pride great but sucked anyways I plan on going next year and trying to have a great year and I won't ask kris to go with me or pay his way in like I did this year.

PRIDE

Today is the early day of Christmas for me, gay pride in Phoenix. I can't wait it is one of the days I look forward to every year. It is like one of the ultimate holidays for me. Today also may start Operation Help Mark fina a boyfriend. I am getting Nikki, Kris, and Lisa to help me find these exclusive boyfriends.

Friday the 13th Part 1 and PRIDE

Wow folks yesterday was Friday the 13th yay. I don't know why I just love it for some reason maybe it is the fear people have with that day. It is rumored that the reason we fear the 13th of Friday is only because some people called the knights of templar were murdered on this day because the church was afraid of thier power. Well I have some big big big news GAY PRIDE in ARIZONA starts today. I can't go today but Sunday I will. Also Kris got fired from work but that is another story for another time. I CAN'T WAIT FOR PRIDE.

October Dreams

So I have been watchign that new show that premiered 3 weeks ago called October Dreams. It's about a guy who returns 10 years to his hometown that he left in order to find his self in life. It reminds me of somethign that I want to do one day. In other news I got 3 out of 8 of the after dark movies to die for. They are supposed to be the new type of horror that theaters don't want to show.

movie update sorta

I will have short recap of what is going on with the movie soon

12 days till pride 08

Anyways besides it being 12 days till pride in 08. I have learned somebody else doesn't like me this one kid named Josh. so I think I might just be single forever. On top of that happening April fools happened but the day was great and I didn't get fooled at all because I am well a genius. I fooled some customers at work into thinking I couldn't sell beer to them because it was election day and they got a laugh