Valentine's Day

So as usual I am going to most likely spend my Valentine's Day home alone and then that night watch LOST. I am waiting for a miracle for that one to just call me and tell me he was wrong and loves me but I know it won't. Am I fooling myself in waiting for him or should I give up on him. I have thought about waiting for him forever even if it means to the death. I would even pretend to love people who loved me even if I didn't love them in return.